Ok so it was time for a change. I made a whole new layout to match the new book saga Twilight that I'm into. So check out my layout also check out my new "community" that I made for my icons, banners, layouts ect.. that is
I'm so fucking sick of CVS! There is this girl Michelle who I work with who smokes. Well by law when you work 8 hours you get a 30min brake. Well just because she smokes she gets to take as many brakes and how ever long she wants. Well there was this one day when her and I both got into work at 2 and worked 8 hrs. Well she took 3 10 min brakes to smoke and a 30 min brake to go get food and eat. So she got an hour brake and that day i didnt a brake nor did i get to eat and when i say something about it im told that me not getting to eat is my own fault and my problem and was told that if i left the pharmacy at that time i would get writen up. HOW IS THE FAIR. Just like Today she got her brakes and ate and made personal calls at work and i got yelled at for heating my food and eatting. All beacuse that ment the pharmaict had to help ring people up. I'm starting to think about asking the DM if she will give us the hours to where i can work midnights so that i dont have to deal with people at work. I was told that everyone is sick of my saying something. Well wait until they see me tmw because i am going to make it clear that not a damn one of them are my friends! That i'm there to work and get paid to pay my bills and that all of them could fucking fall of the face of the earth and I WONT GIVE A DAMN!!!! Just one more reason to looking forward to moving to KY. The sooner the better!!!!!
1. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother's & father's middle names) Lynn George
2. NASCAR NAME: (first name of your mother's dad, father's dad) Leroy (IdK i never knew him or of him)
3. STAR WARS NAME: (the first 2 letters of your last name, first 4 letters of your first name) Hiambe
4. DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal) Red Wolf
5. SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you live) Renee Northville
6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, favorite alcoholic drink, optionally add "THE" to the beginning) Blue The Cosmic Nipple
7. FLY NAME: (first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name) AmHi
8. GANGSTA NAME: (favorite ice cream flavor, favorite cookie): Strawberry No-bake
9. ROCK STAR NAME: (current pet's name, current street name) Zelda Venice
10. PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on) Rockie Hatchery
weight- 7lbs and 11oz and 19inch long
The bad news is April 1 my mother had a stroke, it was a bad one she couldnt talk or move so my dad called 911 and she was sent to Baptist Hospital East in Louisville KY. She was there for a week and they did 3 CT scans and 6 MRIs that found that my mother has a rare disease called moyamoya. The disease is a progressive cerebrovascular disorder caused by blocked arteries at the base of the brain in an area called the basal ganglia. This cause my mother to have hemorrhagic stroke due to recurring blood clots in the affected brain vessels. While she was in the hospital she had a second stroke. They but my mom on blood thiners and on April 8th they sent her home. Over the next few weeks my moms speach seemed to be getting better. Then about a week ago I said to my aunt Moms speach sounds like its gotten worse in the last couple of days and that I was worried, i was told its because she had her angogram and they druged her up so hes still kinda druged. I went on with my day and then we got a call my dad and grandmother had to rush my mom back into the ER she couldnt talk and couldnt feel her right side. After a few more CT scans and MRIs they said that shes had at lest 5 more strokes in the last 3 weeks. So this Friday I am leaving for KY and will be gone until Wednesday they are doing surgery this Monday on my mom to stop the strokes. They are doing a bipas surgery on her and I want to be there for her. So all im's asking is for everyone to please keep my mother in your thoughts an prays!
the little good news i have is my sister is preganate again with a gril Reese Avery she is due July 26. So I'll have my 8year old Nephew Koen and my Neice Reese...im geeked about that.
Monday I took Rockie to the vets to get some bumps on his neck and legs checked out. The news wanted great, Rockie is slightly anemic. The bumbs are hes Lymph nodes and they are swollen. We hope it can be cleared up with antibiotics but if it cant, then it can be fatal. I have told not to worry about it, but i cant help it. All i want to do it cry and hugs Rockie. Rockie is my world. He's too young. he's only 5. I havent had enough time with him. I cant help but act differently i mean what if it is fatal? And i dont get to hugs him anymore or take him for car rides, Hes my baby boy and i would be so lost without him. All i can do now id hope and pray that hes going to ok. So if you love Rockie as much as I do please pray for him too...if not for him then for me. (update) Well i have heard from the vets and the news isn't good. My world is going to crumble right under me. The vet has told me that hes got at the most a month. She dont think he'll make it to halloween to be honest. So I'm going to lose my baby boy and it isnt fair! He's my world and the one that greats me when i get home with a smile on his face and a wiggle at the end. I'll will keep you all posted but for now hes still his happy self

( and some words from rockie )







